Sunday, 18 August 2019

Last degree had been a cakewalk
Intentionally so
I bid farewell to backbreaking Botany practicals 
And choose this new subject for Master’s Degree 
To chill
To enjoy my last outing at the university
Before getting tied down in matrimony
“Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayengey” style
The idea was original then
DDLJ happened fifteen years later
Lazily smooth sailing in happy matrimony 
Rearing raising two restive children
Who filled my heart, hands and time to the brim
Hands engaged
Mind grew hungry for serious academic stimulation
Had had my fill of Mills & Boon, class three Math and class one EVS
Vain women talk had begun to irk irritate and get my goat
I was desperate to break through
God sent an invitation to teach Sociology to XI and XII in John Connon and Cathedral School 
A hope for my children’s admission in that haloed school took me there impromptu
I enjoyed graduating to class XII Sociology from class one Math
The job was temporary 
As wise words of farewell advice the Principal, Ms. Meera Issacs said, “Do B.Ed. and come back”
Hence Bombay Teachers’ Training College 
Skeptically I stepped in
The lady teachers – Dr. Kamlesh Bhatia, Dr. Dolly Mistry, Dr. Arti Sathe, Dr. Maya Lulla,      Dr. Mintu Sinha, Dr. Adelaide Waz, Mrs. Anuradha Patil, Ms. Cybil Thomas and Ms. Sachdeva 
Sophisticate stern severe strict
In their busy rustling silks and perfectly coiffured heads
Speaking immaculate English
Enamored by their elegance I was instantly inspired to emulate them
Thankfully the men teachers – Mr. Reddy, Mr. Mishra and dear Sabu Sir
Were welcoming and friendly and not half as formidable 
Gateway, the fabled grand Taj, ships on the horizon and the blue sea beyond the classroom window
enticed with alluring dreams of sea and voyages
Cacophony of chirpy and bright and young and snob SoBo students broke through my reverie 
And threw innumerable impossible challenges at me
These challenges became my raison d’etre 
Which ignited the rocket of my will to prove myself
Having suffered an infinitely long dull yawning sabbatical
I was raring to go 
Plunge deep 
Exercise vigorously to charge my hibernating brain cells
My first inning as student was not my choice 
But this second one was by design
Not by default
Motivation was full throttle
Enthusiasm effervescent
Energy galore
For a young parent floundering in dark Child Psychology was a boon
Pouring out pent up thoughts of social injustice in Sociology essays was cathartic
Soul searching consternation made Philosophy therapeutic
Never did I lack communication skills 
Never the less was able to chisel and fine tune mine
Slowly soaked up a teacher’s perspective in teaching Science and English
Our teachers were all always motivating us to pluck the stars
The lofty goals of altruism, selfless service, ecology conservation were unabashedly unleashed upon us incessantly
Celebrating all the festivals, national, religious, regional and local
We learnt to truly appreciate diversity and respect our cultural bricolage  
And were soon a close knit family of a hundred and ten
The warmth, the deep personal connections, the constant inspiring mentoring 
Were missing in my previous impersonally large college
The purposeful constant urging towards lofty goals
Created prominent niches for the goals in my consciousness and contemplation
Which still keep prodding me to act and achieve some 
At the end of the B.Ed. year I was a little more singer, actor, playwright, dancer, athlete, orator and a natty dresser
Having shattered limiting inhibitions
And polished my self-confidence to a brilliant sheen
I was blazing to change the world
When I went to meet Principal Dr. Bhatia to acknowledge my gratitude 
She said, “Do M.Ed. and come back”
My B.Ed. result got me a National Merit Scholarship once again
So to University I went to pursue M.Ed.
If learning the basics had charged me sufficiently then the advanced excited me more
One rigorous year at Mumbai University under Dr. Kerawala, Dr. Kalliath, Dr. Sachdeva and Mrs. Garg 
Wrought maturity and ingrained equanimity 
Enough to be a responsible teacher trainer
BTTC beckoned, again, in a different role this time
Armed with the requisite National Eligibility Test Certificate
I was back in the same classroom to pursue dreams
The nine years in that classroom 
Built a rich repository of nostalgia
An abundant harvested of pupils’ love
That uplifts me from the depth of a rare yet inevitable melancholy 
The BTTC experiences have made me what I am today
I am all gratitude for life changing experiences at BTTC
Kudos to the august BTTC family that I am a proud integral member of
Wish you well for envisioned future successes galore
 Hoping to be there for the centenary celebrations…



  

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